No Meets for 2 Months!!!!!!

It just got even worse..... My coach says that I can't go to swim meets because of the stupid shoulder problem I have!!! I totally hate it. I can't go to any of the meets I wanted to, and everyone else does!!! Especially because "A" Provincials are coming up, and I can't go. They're in 2 weeks! I wish that I was just able to go and get surgery, instead of all these ultrasounds. Ultrasounds are supposed to strengthen tissue and soothe the muscles. Well, right now we are only doing my right. LEFT IS LITERALLY KILLING ME!!!! McMaster says he wants to wait to see if the one feels better. Is he kidding???? I really wanted to just want to get both done!!